waiting

Waiting and waiting is not the most pleasant thing to do. I have been waiting my whole life it seems for a job that fits. I have waited for years for a boyfriend. and then when I found one I waited to see if we would last and we did not.

I have not succeeded in any long term job nor living arrangement. At what point is enough enough.

maybe I am not satisfied with the satus quo. But at what point

do I mature into a sane and rational person. I am not sane nor rational it seems